Rise and Be Strong

As I lay in my bed staring at the ceiling...

I feel weak...

I feel unmotivated...

I feel overwhelmed...

I feel tired...

I feel like I am about to give up.

With all these problems around me, I was lost with no inspiration.

Overwhelmed from school and home. And was about to give up.

Makes me want to do nothing. Just want to stare at the ceiling of my room. Just want to curl up in my bed and don't think anything.

But then....

What will happen to me next? Where would I go? How about my education and studies? How can I earn money? How about my future profession? How can I build my own house?

How can I fulfill my dreams? How can I travel around the world with my family? How can I happily spend time with my family? How can I enjoy life and live to its fullest?

How about the promise that I made to prove someone? How can I be successful? How can I fight every struggles that life will throw on me, if I can't even overcome this one?

What if I can do this?

And just like that, I grab my phone and browse something...

I listen to motivational songs.

I listen to motivational speeches.

I read motivational words.

I watched funny videos.

I meditate with the use of meditation app.

I released my frustrations through singing out loud.

Lastly, I recall and recount all the reasons why I should not stop and give up.

Then again, I grab my ballpen and paper and start working for the tasks to be submitted today. And that's it! I began to work again after overcoming my momentary little downtimes. My revealed weakness side as a human.

No matter how hard life can get, I can't STOP. Because I'm already way too far of my journey to stop. It's not an enough reason for me to surrender. Even if I'm tired, I won't stop moving even if I have to crawl.

I need to do this and overcome this right now. In order to be strong or else life will drag me down. To face it with courage for the next harder problem that whatever life may throw at me. I need to be strong and prepared. I won't give up! Because I made a promise  to someone.

It's okay to feel weak and tired. It's normal because we're just human. But I must never stop. Keep on moving even if I have to crawl. I must not surrender. Because I know perseverance brings me great things that I deserved on the right time. Giving up will bring me no good.

I won't let life bring me down.

Because from the start, I am powerful and I am a champion...

How about you? Did you ever feel the same way that I do? How did you cope with it?

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